LET

ME

BE

YOUR

MISTRESS

TONIGHT

DARLING NIKKI, SHOT BY ETHAN, MAKE-UP ROXY HEART, UNDERWEAR VICTOR&ROLF, DRESS JOVOVICH-HAWK

OPINIONS ARE THERE TO BE EXPURGATED.


EVEN THIS OPINION MIGHT BE EXPURGATED SOMETIME.


IDEAS ARE INNATE - OTHERS SIMPLY REALLOCATE

AOIDE

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DARLING NIKKI

alles tanzt, dreht sich, geht auf und ab, wiegt sich in wogen, biegt sich zum bogen. ich sehe dich, du siehst mich, du bist wie sommerschnee, du kühlst meine hitze und lullst mich ein in deine farben, du flüsterst sie mir wie einE vorsehung ins ohr und ich drehe mich mit dir, mein derwisch.

DARLING NIKKI

TRYING TO BLOCK THE FLOW OF MUSE?
OH, WE ARE SO VERY AMUSED!


ACTUALLY, TO BLUSH WE DON T LACK,
WE ARE INTRUIGED THAT YOU MANAGED TO HACK:
BRAVO THEN, TO THE SWEET ATTEMPTS OF OUR FIRST ULTRA FAN.
CHAPEAU, IF YOU BURNED YOUR EYELIDS WHILE TRYING TO CROSS OUR PLAN.

STILL TRYING TO BLOCK THE MUSE?
PLEASE, DON T LOOK SO ULTRA CONFUSED.

WE ARE, TRULY, QUITE AMUSED.

BYEBYE,


FROM OUR PLATFORM-HIGH.



AOIDE ET DARLING NIKKI

YOU HAVE GIVEN ME MORE THAN ANYONE HAS EVER TAKEN FROM ME.


AOIDE

LOVE WAS HER MASCOT
SHE FELT THE SWOOSH IN HER HEART BASKET
THE BOY LANDED A FULL DUNK
AND WHEN HER DREAMS MADE HER DRUNK
THE BOND SUFFERED A BOYCOTT.
***
SHE IS, STILL HOLDING ON TO THE MASCOT

TAKING A LOVERS´ MASK OFF ///

IT HURTS, THE ABSENCE OF HER BOY.
THOUGH, THE BOND IS NEVER CUT.
ACAPELLA SOUNDS TOUCH THE SPIRIT OF THIS KOPELA.
AWAY FROM HER FELLA
SHE TRIES TO BUILD UP A HEARTS´ UMBRELLA.

ET VOILÁ, SHE WILL CATCH HIS REBOUND EVEN FROM THE 3POINTAH


AOIDE, SELFPORTRAIT, CAP VINTAGE

EY YO,

WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ , WE CAN ´T GET UP. WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ , WE CAN ´T GET UP. WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ - WE GOTTA GET UP !!!






INSPIRED BY EARL SIMMONS

OUR FLESH AND OUR BLOOD, CIRCULATES /// EVEREVOLVES.



AOIDE, SELFPORTRAIT, DRESS DIANE VON FUERSTENBERG, HOLP-UPS AGENT PROVOCATEUR

DIRTY LITTLE THING

YOU DID IT ON THE WASHMASHINE

COME OVER NOW TO BED

AND DO IT HERE INSTEAD

DARLING NIKKI

I WANT TO BE YOUR LAST THOUGHT BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP.

DARLING NIKKI

WE FLY

FLY

SO HIGH

THIS LOVE WILL NEVER DIE

SAYS THE BRIDE

TO

HER GROOM

LOOKING FOR

A PERFECT

AFTER

NOON

DARLING NIKKI

REBELLIONAIRE

INITIATES A VISUAL LAISSEZ - FAIRE

ROXY HEART

PHOTOGRAPHY // MAKE-UP // HAIR

MASTERED BY ROXY HEART

HEADBAND AIODE CHANEL, HEADBAND DARLING NIKKI AMERICAN APPAREL, DRESS TOPSHOP

My body was an instrument that only you could play. My chords were full of defiance, anyone else would have wanted to rip them apart. You contorted my melody but it still sounded good. Sounds from an elegiac world. You were Herakles and I let you tame me.

The other women in your life didn’t have anything to do with us, you had to take them because they were there and needed to be taken. I could understand that, I could understand that you had to do what you had to do as long as you could still do it.

Because maybe you sensed that it was going to be over soon. Everything comes to an end, my beloved. Even the two of us had to part. Everybody on their own. Away from the other. It is not even tragic. It is what it is.

This picture with your mother is the only everlasting picture of you that I own. But it is far away from what we had. You were never that boy in the picture. He didn’t wear your face. Only in death you have become who you once were.

Strangely no one has ever asked me about you after you had left. It seemed as if people who knew us had tacitly signed a contract with you. Had vowed to silence.

DARLING NIKKI, HOMMAGE TO HENRI SAINT LAURENT, FOR NEUE MODE MAGAZINE, ISSUE 8, YVES

WÜRDE ES IHNEN ETWAS AUSMACHEN, WENN ICH IHNEN RECHTS UND LINKS ORDENTLICH EINE KNALLE?

ES WÄRE SEHR ZUVORKOMMEND VON IHNEN, WENN SIE IHREN KOPF LEICHT SCHRÄG HALTEN KÖNNTEN, DAMIT ICH SIE PRÄZISER TREFFE. VIELEN DANK. DAS IST SEHR FREUNDLICH VON IHNEN.

DARLING NIKKI

so how about a cha cha? a little cup of tea in the salon? we can play chess or listen to an opera yes and we can beat each other. i know that you would like it. somehow.

DARLING NIKKI

Liebe [ˈliːbə] f (Liebe; Lieben) amour m (pl oft f;zu de); Liebe auf den ersten Blick coup m de foudre Liebe [ˈliːbə] f (Liebe; no pl) love (zu of, for): aus Liebe zu out of love for; Liebe auf den ersten Blick love at first sight

CAN WE CREATE LOVE? DOES IT CREATE ITSELF?
CAN WE EXPLAIN LOVE? IS IT SELFEXPLANATORY?

CAN WE REANIMATE LOVE? WHAT SCENT DOES LOVE HAVE FOR YOU ?





AOIDE

YES, I ´LL DRINK A ´YAWNAWAYTHEDAWNSHAKE`

FOR A STARTER I ´LL HAVE A MORNING SHOWER WITH AN ESPRESSO DRESSING; AND COULD YOU ADD SOME SPRINKLES OF ORGANIC SUNRAYS? GREAT! FURTHER AS MY MAIN COURSE I´D HAVE THE JUICY WEEKEND A LA MODE WITH THAT OHLIVEOIL AND THE MACROBIOTIC KISS AS FOR DESSERT.

AOIDE

IF YOU LISTEN CLOSELY YOU MIGHT HEAR PHILOMELA´S AND AOIDE ´S STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS. EAVESDROP ON REBELLIONAIRE´S DOOR, IDEAS GLIDE QUICKER THAN DUNLOP ON A HIDDEN SHORE.


AOIDE

PICTURE BY SHEPARD FAIREY

IT ALL BEGAN WITH A QUOTE BY LEGENDARY SHEPARD FAIREY :TO BE CREATIVE "BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY".
IT WAS THE TIPPING POINT. REBELLIONAIRE HAS A POSSE. THANK YOU, SHEPARD FAIREY. OBEY

CRYBABYGOBACKTOYOURMAMA

IF YOU WONDER ABOUT HER GENDER IS SHE A GIRL OR IS SHE A BOY I DISCLOSE HER SECRET HERE AND NOW SHE IS HELEN OF TROY THAT BEHAVES LIKE A BOY

DARLING NIKKI, SELFPORTRAIT, TANKTOP AMERICAN APPAREL

THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE

THIS IS WHAT I WANT

DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME

EVERYTHING MEANS EVERYTHING

THE MORE I TALK ABOUT IT

THE LESS I DO CONTROL

I GOTTA TAKE YOU HOME

THIS IS WHAT I WANT

AND IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR

HE CRIED MORE MORE MORE

WITH A REBELL YELL

MORE MORE MORE

WORD UP LADIES

WELCOME TO TEXAS

MARKO SHOT BY NINA JOSEFIN, SHIRT OD CACE, JACKET VINTAGE, SCARF H&M

RUN

BABY

RUN

BABY

RUN

BABY

RUN

SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI, ANKLE BOOTS BY MELISSA BRAZIL, PLASTIC DREAMS

COINCIDENTALLY INTERRUPTED QUICK FLASHING LIGHT IS LOOKING FOR NEW RAYON D’ACTION

DARLING NIKKI

SHOT BY AIODE, DRESS AGNONA

BUM BUM

A KNOCK IN YOUR KINGDOM.

PETITE MADAME SELDOM

WANTING TO MEET ´SOUL OF WISDOM´

ENOUGH OF THAT QUEST FOR TRUTH

LEAVING BEHIND THE DOOR TO YOUTH.

AS EASY AS STEPPING OUT OF A PHONEBOOTH

THE CONFIRMATION OF THE THREESOME:

OF ME, MYSELF AND I

IS A LUXURY THAT ANNOUNCES ONCE IN A WHILE:

THE UTOPIAN GRAVITY OF BOREDOM.

HUMM HUMM

EMBRACING GESTURES OF WEIRDSOME

ESCAPING THE BLANKET OF LONESOME

SMELLING RAINDROPS AS THEY FALL IN UNISON.

IS A CLOUD THE SKY´S COURTESAN?

DO YOU HEAR THE SLASHING SWORD OF JEANNE?

QUICK, RUN RUN!!!

UNDER THE WEIGHT OF THE SUN

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE

ENTERING THIS ULTRA DIVIDE

OF TRUTH OR DARE

DON T SEEK FOR THE SHIELD OF FAIR

THIS, PETIT MADAME SELDOM,

THIS IS REBELLIONAIRE.

AOIDE

you are BLUE i am pink you have hunger i eat you are thIrsty i am drunk you're a piece of meat i taste sweet YOU WANT ME I CAN'T SEE i LIKE my mother you HATE YOUR FATHER I PLUCK CHORDS YOU FEEL WORSE YOU OWN A FLAT I HAVE A CAT YOU'RE A FREAK JE SUIS très CHIC

DARLING NIKKI

GLASSES YSL

DRESS THIERRY MUGLER VINTAGE

AOIDE SHOT BYDARLING NIKKI

QUEENDOM INC.

SEND US SYLLABLES IN YOUR OWN INK

ENABLE US TO CONSUME WHAT YOU THINK

QUEENDOM INC.

SELDOM BLINK OF AN EYE

CONNECT WITH A LINK

DRESSED IN YOUR OWN DYE

PORTRAY LAZINESS IN PINK

MAKE ABUNDANCY SHRINK

SKY IS THE LIMIT

IS TRUE ZEITGEIST IN IT?

NOT THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN FIT

A CANDLE IN A STORM IS LIT

MORE THAN THAT ACTUALLY

MAKING WISDOM DANCE

CORDIALLY

TOUCH ME, YET VIRTUALLY

AIODE

I MISS YOU

I DO

I CANNOT REALLY SAY WHAT I MISS ABOUT YOU

I GUESS

JUST EVERYTHING

WHY DID YOU NEVER LET ME TOUCH YOU?

WHY DID YOU NEVER LET ME LOVE YOU?

I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I DON'T

YOU WANT

TO UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE? YOU WANT TO FEEL THE WAY I DO? READ MY LIPS:

I AM A REBELL-BILLIONAIRE

I KISS YOUR ASS WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT

PLEASED TO MEET YOU

HOPE YOU GUESS MY NAME

CAROLINA CORTESE IS REBELLIONAIRE

DARLING NIKKI

JE

SUIS

UNE

REBELLION

AIRE

AVALON SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI, SHIRT VINTAGE, GLASSES YSL

SOUNDS BITTER
TASTES SALTY
SMELLS LIKE FOREVER
HYPERYESTERDAY ///
POLYWEDNESDAY
IMPRESSION - GIVEAWAY `S.
EXPRESSION HURRAY `S
IS THERE A ` Y ´ ?

AOIDE

BREATHE

ME

HOLD ME

UNFOLD ME

DARLING NIKKI

SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI

DEAR DIARY

TODAY I LOST MY MIND

SOMEWHERE

IN THE WOODS

I HEARD THE MOCKINGBIRDS

HAD IT FOR DINNER

WILL THEY SING MY SONG NOW?

DARLING NIKKI, VIDEO DIRECTED BY ETHAN