FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU


KIND REGARDS, DARLING NIKKI


Because you never met the man behind the mask



You said you never met someone like ME



HOW COULD YOU KNOW?



You said you can’t live without ME anymore



I FELT SORRY FOR YOU

daSJe for rebellionaire, words & selfportraits

SHE ADORED

NEW YORK CITY

SHE WAS AS TOUGH AND ROMANTIC AS THE CITY SHE LOVED

NEW YORK

WAS HER TOWN

AND IT ALWAYS WOULD BE…


ROXY HEART
(I LOVE WOODY)

HE IS NOT ME HE IS NOT YOU



GUESS WHO



MATTHIAS GOES REBELLIONAIRE SELFPORTRAITS



THAT’S WHEN MARY COMES TO YOU SPEAKING WORDS OF WISDOM :


There are always flowers for those who want to see them

MARY J FOR REBELLIONAIRE SELFPORTRAITS

JUMPSUIT & SHOES ZARA NECKLESS VINTAGE LIPSTSICK YSL NAILS O.P.I


i knew you’D get lost

turn around

i am there

don’t worry

i don’t mind that you send me away

are you happy now?

yours forever, darling nikki


i’m a lover that’s ok cause i’m not made for spreadin’ hate

and i’m so glad that i stay brave and nothing takes my love away

GIOVA FOR REBELLIONAIRE, SELFPORTRAIT EVEN BAD KIDS WRITE POEMS




I GAVE YOU MY HEART

TOOK YOU TO THE STARS

MY PERFECT STRANGER

TOOK YOU TO MY ROOM

AND I KISSED YOUR NECK

SO IN LOVE WITH THE DANGER





MUSIC BY BEN IVORY
DIRECTED BY ETHAN
HAIR-& MAKE-UP BY ROXY HEART


A SPELL

A REBEL

YELL

ROXY HEART AT A PLACE

WHERE YOU CAN

DANCE



KANNST MICH NICHT HABEN,

KANNST ES GAR NICHT FASSEN



bitchES betta have my money


adrian shot by darling nikki BLAZER & GLASSES VINTAGE, SHIRT H&M


DO LOST LASHES GROW BACK AS QUICKLY AS HAIR GROWS, BELOVED?

I STRUCTURED MY DAYS LIKE CHAPTERS IN A BOOK. I OFTENTIMES SAT ON OUR BENCH AND WATCHED THE WATER SINK AND RISE. A LOT OF TIME HAS PASSED. HOW FAST TIME GOES BY, I NOW WONDER.

Susanna >v<, SELFPORTRAIT WORDS DARLING NIKKI



LEPUS FOR REBELLIONAIRE




Love, possibly.

Love, probably.

Love, actually.

Love, definitely.

Love, indefinitely.

PHOTOGRAPHY & WORDS BY LEPUS

MARKO

FOR REBELLIONAIRE, SELFPORTRAIT SCARF AMERICAN APPAREL JACKET OD CACE



bella gerant alii, tu, puera, nube!

darling nikki





WHERE ARE YOU?



AWAKENING.

AWAITING.

ARRIVAL.

A

DARLING NIKKI, AOIDE SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI SHIRT DIANE VON FUERSTENBERG

WHAT THE FUCK THEY TRIED TO KILL J

I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD EVER USE THAT WORD AGAIN I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD EVER PUT YOUR SWORD ON IT AGAIN I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD KEEP ON MASSACRING THE INNOCENTS

MASACCRE OF THE INNOCENTS, PAINTING BY Daniele da Volterra, WORDS NIKKI



LA fabuleuse ROMY SCHNEIDER



video
"L'ENFER"
A MOVIE OF HENRI-GEORGES CLOUZOT







I DON'T GIVE A DAMN

ABOUT YOUR EGO

WHAT ABOUT MINE?

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN

ABOUT YOUR HEART

WHAT ABOUT MINE?

ROXY.




CAN YOU HANDLE ME?

IF SO:

HANDLE ME.

DARLING NIKKI

SAO PAULO ROCK

DARLING NIKKI SELFPORTRAIT SHIRT STELLA MCCARTNEY SKIRT H&M

NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY TRY
I STILL FEEL THE SAME WAY..

ROXY HEART


DEAR DIARY

I AM NOT A SINNER
I AM JUST A BEGINNER
AND WHILE I BETRAY
I PRAY

IS THAT OK?

DARLING NIKKI


FUCK YOU I'M FAMOUS

DARLING NIKKI




ROXY HEART

YOU ARE A VERY SEXY GIRL

THAT IS VERY HARD TO PLEASE

ROXY HEART


ROXY HEART, SELFPORTRAIT
ARTWORK
BY
ROXY HEART



LAST DAYS OF DISCO

FAUSSE IDENTITÉ - MONT COURONNE

ROXY HEART


THORN MY FLESH

DARLING NIKKI, SELFPORTRAIT
YOU REALLY NEED TO CALM DOWN. WE HAD A GOOD TIME. OF COURSE . YES, A BLAST.
BUT

(READ MY LIPS)

IT IS THE PAST.
I AM NOT YOUR DARLING. YOURS NIKKI