LET
ME
BE
YOUR
MISTRESS
TONIGHT
DARLING NIKKI, SHOT BY ETHAN, MAKE-UP ROXY HEART, UNDERWEAR VICTOR&ROLF, DRESS JOVOVICH-HAWK



OPINIONS ARE THERE TO BE EXPURGATED.


EVEN THIS OPINION MIGHT BE EXPURGATED SOMETIME.


IDEAS ARE INNATE - OTHERS SIMPLY REALLOCATE

AOIDE

H
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DARLING NIKKI

alles tanzt, dreht sich, geht auf und ab, wiegt sich in wogen, biegt sich zum bogen. ich sehe dich, du siehst mich, du bist wie sommerschnee, du kühlst meine hitze und lullst mich ein in deine farben, du flüsterst sie mir wie einE vorsehung ins ohr und ich drehe mich mit dir, mein derwisch.

DARLING NIKKI


TRYING TO BLOCK THE FLOW OF MUSE?
OH, WE ARE SO VERY AMUSED!


ACTUALLY, TO BLUSH WE DON T LACK,
WE ARE INTRUIGED THAT YOU MANAGED TO HACK:
BRAVO THEN, TO THE SWEET ATTEMPTS OF OUR FIRST ULTRA FAN.
CHAPEAU, IF YOU BURNED YOUR EYELIDS WHILE TRYING TO CROSS OUR PLAN.

STILL TRYING TO BLOCK THE MUSE?
PLEASE, DON T LOOK SO ULTRA CONFUSED.

WE ARE, TRULY, QUITE AMUSED.

BYEBYE,


FROM OUR PLATFORM-HIGH.



AOIDE ET DARLING NIKKI


YOU HAVE GIVEN ME MORE THAN ANYONE HAS EVER TAKEN FROM ME.


AOIDE

LOVE WAS HER MASCOT
SHE FELT THE SWOOSH IN HER HEART BASKET
THE BOY LANDED A FULL DUNK
AND WHEN HER DREAMS MADE HER DRUNK
THE BOND SUFFERED A BOYCOTT.
***
SHE IS, STILL HOLDING ON TO THE MASCOT

TAKING A LOVERS´ MASK OFF ///
IT HURTS, THE ABSENCE OF HER BOY.
THOUGH, THE BOND IS NEVER CUT.
ACAPELLA SOUNDS TOUCH THE SPIRIT OF THIS KOPELA.
AWAY FROM HER FELLA
SHE TRIES TO BUILD UP A HEARTS´ UMBRELLA.

ET VOILÁ, SHE WILL CATCH HIS REBOUND EVEN FROM THE 3POINTAH


AOIDE, SELFPORTRAIT, CAP VINTAGE




EY YO,

WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ , WE CAN ´T GET UP.
WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ , WE CAN ´T GET UP. WE ARE TRIPPIN´ , WE ARE FALLIN´ - WE
GOTTA GET UP !!!






INSPIRED BY
EARL SIMMONS

OUR FLESH AND OUR BLOOD, CIRCULATES /// EVEREVOLVES.




AOIDE, SELFPORTRAIT, DRESS DIANE VON FUERSTENBERG, HOLP-UPS AGENT PROVOCATEUR
DIRTY LITTLE THING
YOU DID IT ON THE WASHMASHINE
COME OVER NOW TO BED
AND DO IT HERE INSTEAD
DARLING NIKKI


I WANT TO BE YOUR LAST THOUGHT BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP.

DARLING NIKKI
WE FLY
FLY
SO HIGH
THIS LOVE WILL NEVER DIE
SAYS THE BRIDE
TO
HER GROOM
LOOKING FOR
A PERFECT
AFTER
NOON

DARLING NIKKI

REBELLIONAIRE
INITIATES A VISUAL LAISSEZ - FAIRE

ROXY HEART

PHOTOGRAPHY // MAKE-UP // HAIR
MASTERED BY ROXY HEART

HEADBAND AIODE CHANEL, HEADBAND DARLING NIKKI AMERICAN APPAREL, DRESS TOPSHOP

My body was an instrument that only you could play. My chords were full of defiance, anyone else would have wanted to rip them apart. You contorted my melody but it still sounded good. Sounds from an elegiac world. You were Herakles and I let you tame me.

The other women in your life didn’t have anything to do with us, you had to take them because they were there and needed to be taken. I could understand that, I could understand that you had to do what you had to do as long as you could still do it.

Because maybe you sensed that it was going to be over soon. Everything comes to an end, my beloved. Even the two of us had to part. Everybody on their own. Away from the other. It is not even tragic. It is what it is.

This picture with your mother is the only everlasting picture of you that I own. But it is far away from what we had. You were never that boy in the picture. He didn’t wear your face. Only in death you have become who you once were.

Strangely no one has ever asked me about you after you had left. It seemed as if people who knew us had tacitly signed a contract with you. Had vowed to silence.
DARLING NIKKI, HOMMAGE TO HENRI SAINT LAURENT, FOR NEUE MODE MAGAZINE, ISSUE 8, YVES

WÜRDE ES IHNEN ETWAS AUSMACHEN, WENN ICH IHNEN RECHTS UND LINKS ORDENTLICH EINE KNALLE?
ES WÄRE SEHR ZUVORKOMMEND VON IHNEN, WENN SIE IHREN KOPF LEICHT SCHRÄG HALTEN KÖNNTEN, DAMIT ICH SIE PRÄZISER TREFFE. VIELEN DANK. DAS IST SEHR FREUNDLICH VON IHNEN.

DARLING NIKKI

so how about a cha cha? a little cup of tea in the salon? we can play chess or listen to an opera yes and we can beat each other. i know that you would like it. somehow.

DARLING NIKKI

Liebe [ˈliːbə] f (Liebe; Lieben) amour m (pl oft f;zu de); Liebe auf den ersten Blick coup m de foudre Liebe [ˈliːbə] f (Liebe; no pl) love (zu of, for): aus Liebe zu out of love for; Liebe auf den ersten Blick love at first sight




CAN WE CREATE LOVE? DOES IT CREATE ITSELF?
CAN WE EXPLAIN LOVE? IS IT SELFEXPLANATORY?
CAN WE REANIMATE LOVE? WHAT SCENT DOES LOVE HAVE FOR YOU ?





AOIDE










YES, I ´LL DRINK A ´YAWNAWAYTHEDAWNSHAKE`

FOR A STARTER I ´LL HAVE A MORNING SHOWER WITH AN ESPRESSO DRESSING; AND COULD YOU ADD SOME SPRINKLES OF ORGANIC SUNRAYS? GREAT! FURTHER AS MY MAIN COURSE I´D HAVE THE JUICY WEEKEND A LA MODE WITH THAT OHLIVEOIL AND THE MACROBIOTIC KISS AS FOR DESSERT.



AOIDE





IF YOU LISTEN CLOSELY YOU MIGHT HEAR
PHILOMELA´S AND AOIDE ´S STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS. EAVESDROP ON REBELLIONAIRE´S DOOR, IDEAS GLIDE QUICKER THAN DUNLOP ON A HIDDEN SHORE.


AOIDE

PICTURE BY SHEPARD FAIREY



Add Video IT ALL BEGAN WITH A QUOTE BY LEGENDARY SHEPARD FAIREY :TO BE CREATIVE "BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY".
IT WAS THE TIPPING POINT. REBELLIONAIRE HAS A POSSE. THANK YOU, SHEPARD FAIREY. OBEY

CRYBABYGOBACKTOYOURMAMA

IF YOU WONDER ABOUT HER GENDER IS SHE A GIRL OR IS SHE A BOY I DISCLOSE HER SECRET HERE AND NOW SHE IS HELEN OF TROY THAT BEHAVES LIKE A BOY


DARLING NIKKI, SELFPORTRAIT, TANKTOP AMERICAN APPAREL

THINGS ARE GONNA CHANGE
THIS IS WHAT I WANT
DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO ME
EVERYTHING MEANS EVERYTHING
THE MORE I TALK ABOUT IT
THE LESS I DO CONTROL
I GOTTA TAKE YOU HOME
THIS IS WHAT I WANT

AND IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR
HE CRIED MORE MORE MORE
WITH A REBELL YELL
MORE MORE MORE

WORD UP LADIES
WELCOME TO TEXAS




MARKO SHOT BY NINA JOSEFIN, SHIRT OD CACE, JACKET VINTAGE, SCARF H&M


RUN
BABY
RUN
BABY
RUN
BABY
RUN






SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI, ANKLE BOOTS BY MELISSA BRAZIL, PLASTIC DREAMS

COINCIDENTALLY INTERRUPTED QUICK FLASHING LIGHT IS LOOKING FOR NEW RAYON D’ACTION


DARLING NIKKI

SHOT BY AIODE, DRESS AGNONA

BUM BUM

A KNOCK IN YOUR KINGDOM.
PETITE MADAME SELDOM
WANTING TO MEET ´SOUL OF WISDOM´
ENOUGH OF THAT QUEST FOR TRUTH
LEAVING BEHIND THE DOOR TO YOUTH.
AS EASY AS STEPPING OUT OF A PHONEBOOTH

THE CONFIRMATION OF THE THREESOME:
OF ME, MYSELF AND I
IS A LUXURY THAT ANNOUNCES ONCE IN A WHILE:
THE UTOPIAN GRAVITY OF BOREDOM.

HUMM HUMM

EMBRACING GESTURES OF WEIRDSOME
ESCAPING THE BLANKET OF LONESOME
SMELLING RAINDROPS AS THEY FALL IN UNISON.
IS A CLOUD THE SKY´S COURTESAN?

DO YOU HEAR THE SLASHING SWORD OF JEANNE?
QUICK, RUN RUN!!!
UNDER THE WEIGHT OF THE SUN
IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE
ENTERING THIS ULTRA DIVIDE
OF TRUTH OR DARE
DON T SEEK FOR THE SHIELD OF FAIR

THIS, PETIT MADAME SELDOM,

THIS IS REBELLIONAIRE.



AOIDE

you are BLUE i am pink you have hunger i eat you are thIrsty i am drunk you're a piece of meat i taste sweet YOU WANT ME I CAN'T SEE i LIKE my mother you HATE YOUR FATHER I PLUCK CHORDS YOU FEEL WORSE YOU OWN A FLAT I HAVE A CAT YOU'RE A FREAK JE SUIS très CHIC

DARLING NIKKI


GLASSES YSL
DRESS THIERRY MUGLER VINTAGE

AOIDE SHOT BYDARLING NIKKI
QUEENDOM INC.
SEND US SYLLABLES IN YOUR OWN INK
ENABLE US TO CONSUME WHAT YOU THINK

QUEENDOM INC.
SELDOM BLINK OF AN EYE
CONNECT WITH A LINK
DRESSED IN YOUR OWN DYE
PORTRAY LAZINESS IN PINK
MAKE ABUNDANCY SHRINK
SKY IS THE LIMIT
IS TRUE ZEITGEIST IN IT?
NOT THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN FIT
A CANDLE IN A STORM IS LIT
MORE THAN THAT ACTUALLY
MAKING WISDOM DANCE
CORDIALLY
TOUCH ME, YET VIRTUALLY


AIODE
I MISS YOU
I DO
I CANNOT REALLY SAY WHAT I MISS ABOUT YOU
I GUESS
JUST EVERYTHING
WHY DID YOU NEVER LET ME TOUCH YOU?
WHY DID YOU NEVER LET ME LOVE YOU?
I DON'T UNDERSTAND
I DON'T



YOU WANT
TO UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE? YOU WANT TO FEEL THE WAY I DO? READ MY LIPS:
I AM A REBELL-BILLIONAIRE
I KISS YOUR ASS WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT
PLEASED TO MEET YOU
HOPE YOU GUESS MY NAME
CAROLINA CORTESE IS REBELLIONAIRE


DARLING NIKKI
JE
SUIS
UNE
REBELLION
AIRE
AVALON SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI, SHIRT VINTAGE, GLASSES YSL
SOUNDS BITTER
TASTES SALTY
SMELLS LIKE FOREVER
HYPERYESTERDAY ///
POLYWEDNESDAY
IMPRESSION - GIVEAWAY `S.
EXPRESSION HURRAY `S
IS THERE A ` Y ´ ?




AOIDE



BREATHE
ME
HOLD ME
UNFOLD ME







DARLING NIKKI
SHOT BY DARLING NIKKI
DEAR DIARY
TODAY I LOST MY MIND
SOMEWHERE
IN THE WOODS
I HEARD THE MOCKINGBIRDS
HAD IT FOR DINNER
WILL THEY SING MY SONG NOW?
DARLING NIKKI, VIDEO DIRECTED BY ETHAN
I TRADE A RAINDROP FOR A SNOWFLAKE MAKE THE MOIST STOP GIMME FLASHING WHITE THAT I CAN TAKE MAKE THE CLOUD BREAK AND LAND ON MY EYELAKE A HUG THAT YOU DON T HAVE TO FAKE MIGHT INITIATE THIS WARMTH TO AWAKE THE VERY WARMTH THAT CANNOT BE BAKED BUT DESTROYES THOUGHTS IN THE SHADE OF OPAQUE - ABANDONING THE DRIVE TO FORSAKE. IS THIS SOMETHING YOU CAN TAKE ?
ACHE

AOIDE